Last night, while waiting for dad to pick me up, I strolled around Galleria and threw on clothes to possibly buy. Tried a lot of stuff but I ended up buying not a single thing.

Does that happen to you?

Even with this top, I couldn’t pick the right color!!! And Saz and I’s anniversary is coming up! Er, better get something new to wear and look extraordinary for a day! Haha!

So I had a meeting with my supervisor this morning. Let’s just say that I’m given a big and tough challenge and I have to do great, if not simply make “it” happen.

That “it” is what I’ve been working on for the past 2-3 months now. To give you a backbone to it, in the past months, I had to create a totally new system for our real estate products for a very specific market. I literally had to start from scratch. And now, we’ve set it all up and just awaiting a few more materials for us to really take off.

To be honest, I do not think I can do great because even before the task was given to me, I did not believe it would work. Was it unfair that I took the job? Was it wrong to allow myself handle something that I was half-hearted about? Maybe yes. But for the sake of growth, I took it. I thought to myself- In life, we cannot always do what we want. But now that my whole career is at stake, how do I approach and solve this dilemma?

AGGGH.

*confused*

(Source: imi-loa)