You sweep me off my feet, you know.
From “that moment”, i’ve not been minding hours and hours i spend just talking to you or being with you. I thought everytime we talk, nothing seems to be out of beat. Patches of silence are not awkward at all, instead, they turn out to be the most comfortable and calming fillers in supposed gaps or pauses in between. I enjoy nothingness with you and that’s something.
You take my breath away, too.
Whenever unexpected words (or otherwise, like when you say im pretty) come out of your mouth, i go deaf and start feeling straight from the heart as if it was the first that i heard each word. The moment i step in my car, i start missing you. Until i reach home and set foot on my doorsteps, still, i catch my breath. I’m kept breathless, and in ticks, i start inhaling the whole of you into me again- and i continue breathing.
But most of all, you give so much room in me for growth, so much room in me to grow closer and in love with Christ. You make me see things positively, making darkness glow in depth and substance. It’s like this. Imagine yourself enveloped by blackness and you see a hint of light amidst.
Perhaps you are more than just what i think you are to me. I feel youre so much more. Sooo much more.