“But, if you look closely you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way; someone trying to find their place; someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it’s easy to feel like you’re the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.”—One Tree Hill (via littlemiss) (via littlemissdorkette)
For me i guess, it’s tantamount to letting something go, or more like an emotional aboutface. I’ve had this many times, you know. Got hurt, been there, done that. But always, always kept a smile on my face and moved on. And for the past what, 4 years, i have been doing that.
Sometimes, though, i can’t feel i’ve gone far enough to let things go completely.
I miss going to the province. Well, Ilocos is one of the places close to my heart. My grandparents lived there. They passed away 2 years ago, and it just hasnt been the same. Parati ako sinasabihan huwag muna mag-boyfriend. Ako naman, ngingiti lang. Wala rin naman kasi. Ever.
Nakakamiss manungkit ng mangga, magduyan sa ilalim ng punong iyon. Mag limang pisong halo-halo. Mmmm. Pero wala eh, busy.
Theoretical, Conceptual, and Operational frameworks, check.
Survey sample, check.
We’re halfway done, imagine? Time indeed goes by so fast, it was only June some short time ago and we were tensing over topics we wanted for thesis and here’s another Tuesday of a random week and we’re passing the first half of our thesis work! 38 pages isn’t bad, yea?
Great, great job Anne and Selene. We’re rocking thesis!
“Saying good-bye to you today is the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do, and when i get back, i can honestly swear that I’ll never do it again. I love you now for what we’ve already shared, and I love you now in anticipation for all that’s to come. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I miss you already, but I’m sure in my heart that you’ll be with me always. In the few days i spent with you, you became my dream.”—
I can’t believe how my things-to-do list grows each day. Homework and tests and deadlines keep popping out!
Well, i’ve crossed a few such as:
thesis editing for the first half pass on the 17th,
History abstract for my research paper (yes, along w/my thesis! oh give me a break!),
LS Take-home Midterms (it was 7 pages long! how dreadful).
(more) Things to do:
CADs matters (approval letter, medical certificates, waivers and fyi forms, reg forms, and what not!)
Thesis (bibliography, edited content and frequency log, more surveys to send out)
Horror Film Journal on The Woods
Theo Orals on Friday (20 theses!)
Research for my history debate on Thurs next week (we’re affirmative, resolution is: The government should adopt English as the official language in the Philippines) Yes, we’re for it. Well i think we can win it as long as our points are well-grounded.