“Sometimes you have to test someone. Not cause you don’t trust them, but to see how much they’ll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go; not cause you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.”—
because i have no plans for this friday night…not much to say, except shit…
Let’s have coffeeeeee. I’m bummed too. Apparently no one’s free to take me out. Nobody!
Coffee at night? We might not be able to sleep :))
Well guess what, coffee makes me sleepy! Oh late nights in mcdo can do the trick. I live too far away, sadly.
I hate idle time.
mcdooooooo. or are you referring to mcdo katipunan? there are so many branches in qc haha. and yes idle time sucks. esp when you just stare at your computer, books or whatever with a ym list of offline people :l
Yes i am referring to mcdo katipunan. Havent seen the inside! Offline people, they’re prolly out. Why are you home on a Friday night anyway? And what’s your YM? We’re making our own version of YM in tumblr!
I believed in you, especially in us. But you know, slowly i feel like you are giving up on me. Please don’t make me regret believing what was meant to be a lie. Please. I love you enough to think things through. I need you to be a little more patient with me. Please.
“Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.”—
How the hell’d we wind up like this? Why weren’t we able To see the signs that we missed And try an’ turn the tables? I wish you’d unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there’s been too much of this But don’t think it’s too late Nothin’s wrong Just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow Gonna make it alright but not right now I know you’re wondering when (You’re the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow Gonna make it alright but not right now I know you’re wondering when Well I’d hoped that since we’re here anyway We could end up saying Things we’ve always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story’s played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let’s rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothin’s wrong Just as long as you know that someday I will -Someday by Nickelback
I’m sorry Two words I always think After you’ve gone When I realize I was acting all wrong
So selfish Two words that could describe Oh actions of mine When patience is in short supply
We don’t need to say goodbye We don’t need to fight and cry Oh we, we could hold each other tight tonight
We’re so helpless We’re slaves to our impulses We’re afraid of our emotions And no one knows where the shore is We’re divided by the ocean And the only thing I know is That the answer isn’t for us No the answer isn’t for us
I’m sorry Two words I always think Oh after you’ve gone When I realize I was acting all wrong
We don’t need to say goodbye We don’t need to fight and cry We, we could hold each other tight tonight Tonight Tonight Tonight Tonight…
Maybe, i’m not ready for this. Maybe, i’m scared. Maybe i have become inexpressive. As Dan and i were talking about not being able to adequately/equally reciprocate, she said, “usually girls realize a man’s worth when they’re gone”.
I don’t want to wait for that to happen before it finally comes to my senses.
Damn, why am i being too analytical about things? Maybe i just don’t trust my feelings- that they may not always be speaking of truth. Or maybe that im too scared to face the reality of what’s in my heart because i’ve been hurt a whole lot before. My heart’s been bruised to its very core.
See, I just have too many scars in there. I am not prepared for another one. Not from you, at least.
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.”—