i miss bryan
It’s actually a good thing missing someone yet still being able to smile.
“Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal…nakakatakot mahulog…at kapag nahulog ka, it’s either by accident or talagang tanga ka..” -para sa mga taong…emo. “Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.” -wow. tinamaan ako. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin...
so we're both scared
to be hurt, to cause hurt. to care so much, yet do so little. to wanna be there always, yet lack the time to do so. to love, and not be loved in return.
Youre a sweet little girl
ISA! You are, you are. And trust me, i’ve been there. And there’s nothing to say but: better things will come. I’m the proof. :)
B: you back?
Cy: yes i am
B: can i be honest with you right now? siguro, i dont know. pero, i like you kasi. and i like to get to know you better, pero sobrang rami kong limitations right now.. parents, etc. and its quite complicated for me.. but i really like you kasi, kaya im trying not to think about those problems yet. so there. kaya ako natuwa ng sobra kahapon kasi.. you know. haha. pero yun. i dont know if you feel the same way (kapal naman ng mukha ko for thinking that way), pero if you dont, its ok, i understand. maybe i just got the wrong idea of everything
Cy: you meant that?
B: and i feel like a loser for sending it over in ym
Cy: no losers in this world!
Cy: no worries.
Cy: just to clear things out
Cy: im starting to like you?
Cy: its too early to you know.. be all serious and everything. i'd love to get to know you better.
Cy: okay so im smiling now.
Wow. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. WAAAAAAAAAAWAWI!
I miss saying i love you
Romantically, speaking. I just miss it. I miss being with someone, sharing my life with someone. Kissing passionately. Hugging like there’s no tomorrow. I miss all of it.
Who says im EMO
Well, i am not. Not the slash-my-wrist type at least. But please let me write about anything. This is what my tumblr is here for.
Hah. I will be posting pictures of people i find handsome and cute. The hunt starts now.
you both know
Both of you are good good friends of mine, i hate to know what just happened. Okay? I hate it. As much as both of you do. Sigh. Why of all people, why her. And why of all people, why him. Why? Why do we look for perfection in a relationship? Why can’t we accept that there will always be someone or something better. And that somehow, it is still a choice we have to make if we want things...
there are so many cute guys out there
Note to self: I am not looking. I am not looking. I am not looking.
His name is.
Euco, Amos, Richard, Vimmi, Bryan, Lester, Mac, Pat, Angelo, Enzo, Chips, JB, James, Ivan, Jen, John, Jojo, Migo, Gambi, Gelo, Jotham, Toons, James, Anton, Jeric, Marco, Rico, Paulo, Timmy, Dion, Vinni, Francis, Daniel, Carlo, Gio, Diego, Ryan, Gino, Nino, Jumbo, Nikolai, Mark. It’s still you, you confusing asshole.
Had a date with Sab and James today. It’s always fun seing both together. And well, looking back around 5 months, yes? ago.. i can say that their relationship has gone deeper. Im happy for them :) Hmm. Kailan kaya magiging double date?
I kissed this boy
Soft lips, yes. Cute, yes. Taken, yes. Well, dares put you to a test. And sometimes, people fail.
Luz & Cy
Cy: "Psst champion!" :D
Paulo: "Cy, thanks for coming kanina :D It was good to see you again hehe."
I wish you meant that. And that you knew i felt the same way. It's been great to be friends with you again. Gooood job.