I know you’ve seen this line so many times in my blog but i cannot stress enough how.. time flies.
Marcelo’s turning 4 months in a few days.
Despite losing some hair and getting heavier (harder to carry for longer periods of time), he’s getting cuter, smarter, more adorable and loveable- such an irresistible piece of heaven.
The past weeks, he’s been starting to make sense of certain things like his hands and how they can hold and reach for toys and pull hair strands. He’s been curious about his surroundings- the sway of leaves, the ray of sunlight, wind, among others. He also loves being outdoors. I can tell what kind of kid he’ll be because of this, actually. And I cannot wait to bring him around and play w/him in the field, under the sun. Probably jog while he runs around like a madman. Or best yet, cheer him on as he plays ball with his father.
Anyway, it’s weird how I want to fast forward to those days while wishing for time to slow down so I can truly enjoy his being dependent on me. I will truly miss carrying this little boy with me anywhere and kissing him whenever, wherever.
Retail therapy, anyone? It’s been a while since I’ve had one!
But seek first his kingdom
and his righteousness,
and all these things [clothing, food, shelter]
will be given to you as well.
How can we figure out what God wants us to do?
Time to be realistic. Im giving myself a year to get back in shape and form. Battle starts NOW! Tara, @armandsazon
If You Want Me To
The pathway is broken
and the signs are unclear
and I don’t know the reason
why You brought me here
But just because You love me
the way that You do
I’m gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to
Cause I’m not who I was
When I took my first step
And I’m clinging to the promise
You’re not through with me yet
so if all of these trials bring me closer to you
Then I will walk through the fire
If You want me to
It may not be the way
I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world
that’s not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I’d never go alone
So when the whole world turns against me
And I’m all by myself
And I can’t hear You answer my cries for help
I’ll remember the suffering
Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to.